Onii chan's Funeral May 23, 2011

May 23, 2011
8:00 am

It was time for onii chan's funeral.... I was very sad on that day because I won't see my onii chan's smiling face every again. I remember the day when we were kids. He always picks me up and give me a piggy back ride. When I was sad and holding up my tears. He always told me if you are sad then cry and if you are happy then laugh like you never laugh before. But even onii chan didn't follow his words... He is hurt and yet he smiled. He was insulted and yet he never cursed. He was sad and yet he laugh. Onii chan... You're such a clown... You never removed that smiling lips in that face of yours. Till death, you still smiled lying in that bed. Even you don't have the greatest of lucks... You fell of the stairs, you almost lost your drawing hand, you break your leg, and you have almost lost your sight and yet you didn't blame faith and your luck. You were born weak and fragile. You have a heart disease and yet, you live your life to the fullest and didn't blame anyone. You met a lot of good friends... In Guillotine Mansion, Pandora Garden and Detectives of the night... In animation and manga projects, you met such great artists. You have inspired a lot of artists. Even Demi had written you in her journal!

You are so funny and a happy go lucky person. You made people laugh. You teach people. You guide your friends and help them to their troubles.

I only have a few words for you onii chan.

"I'm glad you are my big brother!"

And now, I see you lying in a white coffin. With your favorite shaft and ribbon. I try not to cry but still I cried. I read all 20 letters of your friends combined. I cry not for sadness but for happiness. By the time you are on the ground. We threw purple and white flowers for you. I also include the flowers for your friends as well... By the time it is done I no longer see you... I smiled like you said. I know that you in a happy place now. Free from sickness. You finally free from the agony and pain you have endured for 18 yrs. I know in the heavens, you are smiling and crying. By the time we say our final prayers the sky rained and I know it was you onii chan...

Sayonara Onii chan....

We will never forget you!

Rest in Peace,